The Gift of Depression
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Photo by Matt Halvorson of Sandra Kim’s ideas.
Read MoreBlack History Today: Cal Bonner, a true artist blazing his own trail
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This post is part of an ongoing Black History Month series written by Marcus Harden, a truly unsung hero of South Seattle, as he honors the living legacy of Black history in his community and beyond, and recognizes the people who are shaping the future.
Read MorePaying tribute to Scott Hutchison, a man whose music has been a life preserver for me through some stormy seas, after learning his battle with depression ended this week
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Back in 2010, I saw the band Frightened Rabbit play a beautiful show at a little venue in Portland called Berbati’s Pan.
I’d been listening to their album, The Midnight Organ Fight, almost non-stop for a long time at that point. It’s such a sad set of songs, but so earnest. So beautiful in their vulnerability and in lead singer/songwriter Scott Hutchison’s way of describing heartbreak, loss, depression and thoughts of suicide that is intimately relatable and also unlike I’ve ever heard it said before.
Scott went missing a couple days ago, with friends and family describing him as having been in a “fragile state.” Police in Scotland found his body today. A few days ago, he and I were both 36. Now he was 36, and I still am.
Read MoreWait, you mean you're not crazy? You must not be paying attention.
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Good day, friends.
I’m just writing to give you a heads-up that I’m crazy now.
I had been hovering right on the edge for quite a while, obviously, but I think Neal Morton's recent Seattle Times article officially pushed me off the deep end. He pointed out that we’ve been talking about the opportunity gaps along racial and socioeconomic lines in Seattle Public Schools since the ‘50s — and that today, they’re worse than ever.
In other words, we’ve been acknowledging that things need to change for 70 years now without actually making any changes.
Tell me that’s not enough to drive you crazy.
Read MoreI may be crazy now, but at least I'm not so depressed anymore
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I figured some stuff out that time we went down to Ferguson, Missouri, on the anniversary of Michael Brown's murder. Mostly thanks to DeRay Mckesson.
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Black History Today, created by Marcus Harden in honor of Black History Month, pays tribute to the living legacy of Black history in our community and recognizes the people among us who are boldly shaping the future. The long-running series has continued to grow and now lives as an exhibit at the Northwest African American Museum in Seattle.